Monday, February 20, 2006

Hey everyone!

Well, it has been a wonderful week. Things have been going okay. My classes are going okay. I have been really busy with the classes. There is lots of homework for most of them and then and I am also doing two lesson plans every other day. It is wonderful but really a lot of work. I appreciate the experience but it really seems like I'm doing a lot of stuff and work but not getting the credit for it. I not only have to do lesson plans but then the reading and everything for all of my other classes. Things seem to go well though. My classes like the work that I am doing and I seem to be keeping up pretty well. I keep falling behind in my math class though. I still have to turn in a quiz and I missed doing my math dialogue journal this weekend because the internet at home was done and she wants us to send them by email. It was really annoying. My kids are okay and I get to see my fourth graders again tomorrow for the next three or four weeks and I am so thrilled.

Anyway, everything else seems to be going better. I went home this weekend so that was nice to see my family and visit. I went to a boring all day on Saturday, which was okay but I didn't like it very much. It was a good meeting I guess but just too long. I was there for about nine hours, which is a lot. I really appreciated the talking that went on and I think that I learned a lot.

I think that I might be posting on here less and less. Brian and I have decided to do a joint posting with his blog because not many people read either of our blogs. I hope that you guys will visit it and give us your feedback. It won't be a gushy one but an informational one. The link to his blog is on the side of this blog. Visit it and you might see more from me than I put on here.

Love you all!

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Happy Valentine's Day?

I don't know about that one. It was okay. I taught today and got lots of valentines but that isn't really want it is about. I don't feel like I am really there for the one that I love. I need to be with him right now but I just can't be. Oh, that the distance wasn't so great and I could go see him and hold him. He needs to know that everything will be alright because it will. So, I can't do anything so I'm giving it over to God and all of you. Please pray for Brian as he struggles with school and figuring out the ins and outs of the teacher's college. I don't know what to do but I know that God will take care of it and I don't really have to worry. What a blessing!

Monday, February 13, 2006

Okay, let's see what has been going on.

Things seem to be going okay. I am swamped with homework and my teachers seem to think that is all that I have time to do in my life. It's great, let me tell you. I did like seven hours of homework for one class one day last week. She says that she can give us up to ten hours of work and I definitely did more than that but I won't even go into that. My other classes are going okay but I have just been tired lately it seems. I don't even know why though. I haven't really been doing that much but I guess homework can drain you. I just keep telling myself that this is really what I want to do so I have to stick it out.

Um...Brian and I hung out with his mom and brother this weekend. It was fun! Brian is building me a computer so we also worked on that together, to get it painted. It looks really cool and I can't wait for it to be done. It will be so nice to have it too because it will be very nice and I know that he will do a great job. I don't know what to think right now really. I keep telling myself not to look too far ahead and to just live in the moment, but it's hard sometimes.

My roommate hasn't been here the last two days so I have had the room to myself. And I already have a new roommate for next year and I am so excited. She and I are going to get along very well and she will be glad to be away from her awful roommate and all of that drama. I can't wait for next year! It's going to be a great one and only like two and a half more months of this semester, I can't believe we are like 1/5 of the way through.

Have a great night! And week because it will probably be that long before I post again.

Monday, February 06, 2006

I really don't get it! Why do some of my friends just seem to not care anymore? What did I do? It seemed like things are okay but then you get a new girlfriend and then I never see you. I never talk to you either. When I do talk to, it's not about anything and you don't really seem to care about what is going on in my life at all. Did you know that I was working for fourth graders this semester? Did you know that I have missed you and would like to hang out? I want my friend back! Have fun with your girlfriend but why can't we have fun too?

I don't know why this happens. People get a girlfriend/boyfriend and then all of the sudden nothing else matters. I can understand that but there is a life beyond that one person. There has to be. I guess that is what I like about my relationship with Brian. I have a social life outside of him and I. I'm sure that this person I'm talking about does too and it looks like he has new friends but what about the old friends. I don't know. I called him even and he never called me back and all that I wanted to do was talk and just catch up on what has been happening in each other's lives.

I don't want to sound hurtful but I don't like that I am losing one of my friends, all over a girl it seems.

Anyway, things are going okay with everything else. Brian and I saw each other this weekend and went to this great science presentation. We made a balloon out of tissue paper and watched it launch off inside because it was snowing outside. I don't know what is going to happen with Brian and I but I know that I think about him constantly and love spending time with his family. I also have started looking at wedding dresses. Weird I know but I'm thinking about it. I have fallen for someone before but this time it just seems different and I really can't explain it.

Oh yeah, Brian is building me a computer too. I am really excited about it and he only told me about it because he wants it to be what I want. It is going to be my birthday present. I swear that boy can not keep a secret, at all. I want everyone to pray for Brian's dad on Wednesday because he is going overseas to visit his family. He will be there for a month but I just hope everything goes okay with the flight over.

Have a great rest of the day everyone!

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Okay so a quite survey thing then an update....

He's Absolutely Committed to You!

Your guy is committed to you, as if you were alraedy married

And hopefully, you show the same commitment to him

While you may have had your ups and downs, you've smoothed things out

If the two of you aren't serious, you will be soon

So start secretly planning your wedding

It may happen sooner than you think!

Will He Commit?

That is all so true!

Okay anyway....things seem to be going grand. School is school of course. Things are lookiing hard and stressful right now but I think that I will be okay. I am just really trying to take it day by day and get through the things that need to get done. I don't seem to be staying ahead very much anymore with my schoolwork because things are not explained until class and then I start them. I also do lesson plans and you can't do the next lesson plan until you know how the first one turned out. It makes some days stressful but you will have that. I was totally excited today though because all of my teachers are in California for a conference, so we had shortened class today. I usually have to be there at 8:00 but I didn't have to be there until 8:30 and we got out at noon instead of two. It definitely made my day a lot better!

How are things going with Brian? They are going well right now. I don't know, everything seems to be working out perfectly and it is kind of scary. I really don't know how to describe it. I guess the best way is that we really are friends when it comes to our relationship. We can hang out with anyone and it would not be ackward at all because we aren't clinging to each other and like to have a good time. I don't really know but I love it. One of my good friends said that she found it easy to hang out with us because she didn't have to worry about feeling like she was getting in our way or something. I really appreciate that! I don't know I'm totally in love, I got to tell ya. You know that when you have seen the person for a weekend and then miss him instantly, even before leaving the car.

Finally, my roommate and I are starting to figure things out. I talked to her today and you don't know how much better I feel. I found out some things and feel better because she had no idea that anything was wrong. I don't know, I don't like confrontation but when it goes so well I guess I can do it. I know it's not always like that but oh well.

Have a great day and I will update some other time!

P.S. The teacher that I work with on Tuesdays and Thursdays really liked how I handled one of my kids today! Made me smile!

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Okay I've been busy and sore from wisdom teeth. So that explains a lot and I also have been readjusting to dorm life. That hasn't been too bad though, I love see everyone again and I have missed them all. I definitely have a full schedule this semester and I am going to be very busy. I will try to update when I can but no promises.

This semester has only been a week and a half and I am already bogged down with homework. I have learning to do here and reflection to write here and a lesson over there. I am working with fourth graders and they are okay. I don't really like them as much as I liked the younger kids but they are too cute to not like. They at least listen to me and will do what I ask. The problem is that I over plan for some and under plan for others. That is what happens when you have half of a class though. There is a really broad range of levels and you have to learn to reach all of them. It is difficult and I am already behind in my lessons but I'm going to talk to my teacher tomorrow to see about what I need to do. I am a little worried about doing everything that she wants but I have it all planned at least.

I get to see Brian in two days after not seeing him for a full month, talk about torture. I am so missing him and I seem to be really irritable lately and I think it is a combination of not seeing him and all of the work that I have to do. We are planning to see each other every other week this semester because we need that. We are going shopping too because I have a lot of stuff to get for school, which is really sweet of him. I love him a lot. We'll see what happens......

I love you all. Have a wonderful evening and I promise I will try to update more but the schedule is crazy right now. Goodnight!

Monday, January 23, 2006

Okay so I have been really bored today and have posted three times now......will post for real soon.

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You have a passion for everything - including sleeping.
Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well.
You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers.
You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations.
What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Your Personality Profile

You are pure, moral, and adaptable.
You tend to blend into your surroundings.
Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends.

You believe that you live a virtuous life...
And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye.
As a result, people tend to crave your approval.
The World's Shortest Personality Test

You Are a Peacemaker Soul

You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can.
War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace.
You are a good mediator and a true negotiator.
Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy.

While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental.
You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take.
On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit.
You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice.

Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul
What Kind of Soul Are You?

-To every girl who shows how much she cares and gets nothing back.

-To every girl that dresses CUTE not skanky

-To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hott.

-To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect birthday present for you.

-To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose the whore instead.

-To every girl who is nice to everyone no matter who they are.

-To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.

-To every girl that wont settle for the jerk.

-To every girl that cries at night because of ANOTHER heartbreak.

-To every girl that just wants to holds hands.

-To every girl that kisses him with meaning.

-To every girl who just wishes he CARED.

-To every girl that just wants to cuddle.

-To every girl that just wants to sleep (no sex) with him.

-To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there AGAIN because she has been hurt so many times.

-To every girl that thought maybe this could be the one.

-To every girl that believes in her dreams.

-To every girl that would do anything so she could achieve them.

-To every girl that laughs at STUPID stuff when she ACTUALLY DOES think it is funny.

-To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.

-To every girl that has been cheated on cause shes not a skanky whore who gives it up to any guy.

-To every girl that doesnt want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually CARES about how she feels.

-To every girl who wants words backed up with actions.

- To every girl that fell for all the lies only to find themselves alone in the end.

-To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.


-----If you are a nice girl repost this: Title; "To every girl..."

-----If you are a guy that thinks every girl should try to encompass even a few of these things repost it with the title "I am looking for this girl".

-----If you are the lucky bastard who has this girl repost this with the title "I have this girl".

That's enough for tonight.....Goodnight.

I'm bored.....

Your Eyes Should Be Violet

Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure

What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion
What Color Should Your Eyes Be?


How old were you?: 10

What school year were you in? 5th grade

Where did you go to school? either an intermediate school in Ohio or Binford in Indiana

Where did you work? no where but acted like I helped at camp

Where did you live? Loveland, OH or Bloomington, IN

Where did you hang out? at camp, lived at one both places

what was your hair style? Long with bangs, very stringy

Did you wear braces? no

Did you wear glasses? yes, since second grade

Who was your best friend? didn't have one

Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend? didnt have one

Who was your celebrity crush? no one

Who was your regular-person crush? no one

How many piercings did you have? both ears

How many tattoos did you have? none

What was your favorite band? Backstreet Boys

What was your biggest fear? the Boogey man in the basment

Had you smoked a cigarette yet? no

Had you gotten drunk or high yet? no

Had you driven yet? no

Had you had sex yet? no


How old were you? 15

What school year were you in? 10th grade

Where did you go to school? Bloomington High School North

Where did you work? target and then camp during the summer

Where did you live? beautiful Camp Ransburg

Where did you hang out? beautiful Camp Ransburg

what was your hair style? probably about shoulder lentgh, no bangs

Did you wear braces? no

Did you wear glasses? sometimes, contacts other times

Who was your best friend? Katie

Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend? didn't have one

Who was your celebrity crush? didn't have one

Who was your regular-person crush? Erik

How many piercings did you have? one in each ear

How many tattoos did you have? none

What was your favorite band? N'Sync and Celine Dion

What was your biggest fear? Going to school

Had you smoked a cigarette yet? no

Had you gotten drunk/high yet? yes

Had you driven yet? yes all the time

Had you had sex yet? No


How old are you? 20, almost 21!

What school year are you in? Junior in College

Where do you go to school? University of Indianapolis

Where do you live? Indianapolis and Bloomington

Where do you work? camp during the summer and on campus

Where do you hang out? the library and muncie

What is your hair style like now? shoulder length hair and no bangs

Do you wear braces? no

Do you wear glasses? mainly contacts but glasses sometimes

Who is your best friend? Brian, Laura, Mary, and Katie

Who is your celebrity crush? none

Who is your regular-person crush? Brian

How many tatoos do you have? none

How many piercings do you have?: two

What is your favorite band? Lonestar, Casting Crowns, and anything country or christian

What is your biggest fear? getting my heart broken again and failing school

Have you smoked a cigarette yet? no

Have you gotten drunk or high yet? yes

Yave u had sex yet? no

repost this and see how much you've changed

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