tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60724062011-04-22T01:34:33.428-04:00Blah....it's my lifeJust a day to day thing about what's happening around college here at the University of Indianapolis.Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.comBlogger1521100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1140478381182535312006-02-20T18:22:00.000-05:002006-02-20T18:33:01.196-05:00Hey everyone!Well, it has been a wonderful week. Things have been going okay. My classes are going okay. I have been really busy with the classes. There is lots of homework for most of them and then and I am also doing two lesson plans every other day. It is wonderful but really a lot of work. I appreciate the experience but it really seems like I'm doing a lot of stuff and work but not Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1139980500353674702006-02-15T00:11:00.000-05:002006-02-15T00:15:00.370-05:00Happy Valentine's Day?I don't know about that one. It was okay. I taught today and got lots of valentines but that isn't really want it is about. I don't feel like I am really there for the one that I love. I need to be with him right now but I just can't be. Oh, that the distance wasn't so great and I could go see him and hold him. He needs to know that everything will be alright because Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1139878038080043962006-02-13T19:40:00.000-05:002006-02-13T19:47:18.093-05:00Okay, let's see what has been going on.Things seem to be going okay. I am swamped with homework and my teachers seem to think that is all that I have time to do in my life. It's great, let me tell you. I did like seven hours of homework for one class one day last week. She says that she can give us up to ten hours of work and I definitely did more than that but I won't even go into that. My Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1139259192627337822006-02-06T15:42:00.000-05:002006-02-06T15:53:12.640-05:00I really don't get it! Why do some of my friends just seem to not care anymore? What did I do? It seemed like things are okay but then you get a new girlfriend and then I never see you. I never talk to you either. When I do talk to, it's not about anything and you don't really seem to care about what is going on in my life at all. Did you know that I was working for fourth graders this Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1138740582214288692006-01-31T15:33:00.000-05:002006-01-31T15:49:42.273-05:00Okay so a quite survey thing then an update....He's Absolutely Committed to You!Your guy is committed to you, as if you were alraedy marriedAnd hopefully, you show the same commitment to himWhile you may have had your ups and downs, you've smoothed things outIf the two of you aren't serious, you will be soonSo start secretly planning your weddingIt may happen sooner than you think!Will He Commit?Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1138164339758574112006-01-24T23:14:00.000-05:002006-01-24T23:45:39.823-05:00Okay I've been busy and sore from wisdom teeth. So that explains a lot and I also have been readjusting to dorm life. That hasn't been too bad though, I love see everyone again and I have missed them all. I definitely have a full schedule this semester and I am going to be very busy. I will try to update when I can but no promises.This semester has only been a week and a half and I am alreadyVictoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1138075304709352202006-01-23T22:36:00.000-05:002006-01-23T23:07:41.036-05:00Okay so I have been really bored today and have posted three times now......will post for real soon.What Your Sleeping Position SaysYou have a passion for everything - including sleeping.Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well.You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers.You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations.What Does Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1138063939694976472006-01-23T19:48:00.000-05:002006-01-23T19:52:19.703-05:00I'm bored.....Your Eyes Should Be VioletYour eyes reflect: Mystery and allureWhat's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passionWhat Color Should Your Eyes Be?Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1138045397428632282006-01-23T14:33:00.000-05:002006-01-23T14:43:17.443-05:00*10 YEARS AGOHow old were you?: 10What school year were you in? 5th gradeWhere did you go to school? either an intermediate school in Ohio or Binford in IndianaWhere did you work? no where but acted like I helped at campWhere did you live? Loveland, OH or Bloomington, INWhere did you hang out? at camp, lived at one both placeswhat was your hair style? Long with bangs, very stringyDid you wear Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1136581176213055772006-01-06T15:44:00.000-05:002006-01-06T15:59:47.210-05:00Okay so it has been a while. Now that holidays are over things are getting better. All the anticipation and I got things that I really wanted and needed for Christmas. I got a lot of things for school when I start teaching and that is really exciting. Christmas at my house was okay, but just really short. I didn't get one thing that I really wanted but there is always my birthday. Anyway Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1135450921661268622005-12-24T13:58:00.000-05:002005-12-24T14:02:01.673-05:00Oh yeah I almost forgot. My sister has been seeing an army recruiter. Someone from the army came to see us the other day and my parents have signed the papers to allow her to enlist. She is doing her physical sometime in January and pasted all the other test. Am I scared? Yes, I feel like I'm losing my baby sister. I know that sounds corny but she is my baby sister. Anyway, my sister will Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1135272918664693472005-12-22T12:27:00.000-05:002005-12-22T12:35:32.320-05:00So it has been a while but cut me some slack. I did have a bunch of finals to study for and I have been busy.So finals went really well actually. I got an A in all of my classes which was a very pleasant surprise. I was expecting it though and one of my teachers says that it shows that I should be a teacher. My last few days of teaching math to kindergarteners went very well. I miss them! IVictoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1133978310143342222005-12-07T12:57:00.000-05:002005-12-07T12:58:30.163-05:00The Best Myspace Survey* . . About You . . *Eye Color::Blue Hair Color::Blonde Height::5' something Favorite Color::Purple and Pink Screen Name::um...just ask Favorite Band::anything country or christian Favorite Movie::right now....Cinderella Favorite Show::right now.....Miss Seventeen Your Car::I don't have one Your Hometown::Bloomington, IN Your Present Town::Indianapolis, IN Your Crushes Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1133923758398201052005-12-06T21:48:00.000-05:002005-12-06T21:51:10.116-05:00I miss seeing my friends or at least someone that cares about me everyday......where is everyone? Is everyone deserting me? All of the friends that I thought I had are disappearing..... Is it really worth losing some friends or never seeing them to be a teacher?Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1133719273694603112005-12-04T12:53:00.000-05:002005-12-04T13:01:15.583-05:00Okay things have been crazy but I'll try and be better about updating. I did very well on my portfolio that I had to do for literacy. I got an A on it and that really made me feel a lot better about what I have been doing. All of my classes have been going rather well and it really seems like they are going better than I had ever thought they would. My teacher says that is because I am Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1132170067767239612005-11-16T14:40:00.000-05:002005-11-16T14:41:07.776-05:00My word of advice for today....When your boyfriend doesn't live in the room, why does he come in everyday when you aren't here?!?!?!?! There have been a few times when I had just taken a shower and was in my robe when he was here. I don't like that!!! I don't know maybe it's just me but that is just plan rude. He has his own house!!!! And it is like not even ten feet from campus!!! Okay Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1131427739236268662005-11-08T00:28:00.000-05:002005-11-08T00:28:59.250-05:00Okay so it has been a while, as usual. Not sure who really reads this so I have been trying to give everyone enough time to actually read my post.Um...I fell flat on my face when teaching Thursday. My lesson plan failed and I let my kids down. Did I mention I was woken up at 7:10am when we were suppose to leave at 7:00am? Ugh...Thursday was just a really bad day...at first. I had had a bad Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1130964747436318982005-11-02T15:48:00.000-05:002005-11-02T15:52:27.446-05:00Okay some more advice, only this time for those of you who live in the same room with someone else....If you have to get up before the other person try to be quiet. Don't leave the door open when you are taking a shower so that your boyfriend can join you and don't forget to close the door so that the light from the common room is not disturbing the other person when they are sleeping.Wednesday Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1130902573479832232005-11-01T22:36:00.000-05:002005-11-01T22:36:13.486-05:00Okay so just a word of advice for you guys out there....Put down the seat when you are done using the restroom because that is just disgusting.Anyway, I saw Collin yesterday!!! He is turning 1 next week and I was invited to the birthday party on Sunday...not sure if I will be going but it is so exciting. My day was really long today so I think I am going to go to bed soon. Hope you all have a Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1130788361786478692005-10-31T14:52:00.000-05:002005-10-31T14:52:41.836-05:00Okay so it has been awhile. I know that I said that I would be better about updating but when not many people read your blog, you kind of get unmotivated. Anyway....It has been like two weeks so what's going on. I am now registered for classes which is awesome and it is really nice to have that out of the way. Then last weekend I went to Brian's for the weekend. Nice to see him sense it had Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1129768320175090732005-10-19T19:29:00.000-05:002005-10-19T19:32:00.183-05:00After being at home for four days, I now just want to be back at home. At home, I'm appreciated. I don't have to do all the dishes in the sink when none of them are mine. I don't have to take out the trash all the time because noone else will. I don't have to deal with my roommate always having her boyfriend over or just not being here. I don't have to deal with teachers. I don't have to Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1129063999153521242005-10-11T15:54:00.000-05:002005-10-11T15:53:19.160-05:00Okay so I have just been really busy but here goes the update.This weekend I finally went home after like a month so that was really nice. I really missed all of my family and of course my cat!!! Anyway, I spent Monday talking to my sister and then showing my mom all of the cool stuff that I have been doing in my field experiences and I am just so excited. Then Saturday I spent doing two big Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1128651740950610882005-10-06T21:21:00.000-05:002005-10-06T21:22:20.956-05:00Have you ever missed someone so much that hurts? Have you ever missed someone so much that you end up crying? This is how I'm feeling right now. Why does life have to be so hard? How can one guy think that it is worth it only to see me every two weeks?Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1128647472927234392005-10-06T20:11:00.000-05:002005-10-06T20:11:12.933-05:00Oh wow. I guess it was a great day but I can't really think about that right now....I am so sick. I had a sore throat this morning when I woke up. I didn't think it was going to be a big deal but it progressively got worse. I got to school and wasn't feel well but smiled anyway. By two hours into class I was starting to get a sinus headache. Man, was I just not happy and didn't really want Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1128568554550555872005-10-05T21:50:00.000-05:002005-10-05T22:15:54.583-05:00Okay so I'm trying this new thing where I update every few days or so.On Tuesday, I met my first graders and second graders. With the first graders I'm doing whole group things with five kids. I have four boys and one girl and they are all so cute. We are doing pumpkin lessons with them which is really cool. I enjoy them. With the second graders I'm doing reading recovery, basically tutoringVictoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1128392702411302382005-10-03T21:24:00.000-05:002005-10-03T21:25:02.416-05:00Okay, I know big shocker, two posts in a row but I forgot about what happened last week because my mind was on what had been happening recently.Last week was my last week with the kindergarteners and we made a book together. I made an example and the kids got to make a book similar to mine. All of the kids finished them and I read their books with them. My little girl, who was really bright, Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1128312968454185262005-10-02T23:16:00.000-05:002005-10-02T23:16:08.460-05:00Okay so after a depressing post, I have some good news. I just saved money on my car insurance by switching to Geico.... haha not reallyBut I am doing a whole lot better. I talked to a lot of people and figured out that everything in that post was just my stress talking. I also come to find out that I need to find a better balance in my life. Right now school is like my life and I'm blaming Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1127870213605397282005-09-27T20:06:00.000-05:002005-09-27T20:16:53.613-05:00Okay so I'm ranting today...nothing sweet from me.Why do people love me? I really just don't understand. How can anyone love me? I guess I ask these because I don't love myself at all. How can anyone love me when I don't even love myself and really have no respect for myself? I can love other people but why not myself? It has been a long day and a day full of questioning whether the person Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1127162673684040712005-09-19T15:35:00.000-05:002005-09-19T15:44:33.690-05:00Okay so let's see... I didn't have any classes on Friday so I woke up early to do laundry and start my homework. I ended up only getting on of my five chapters read on Friday which wasn't good but that's okay. Then I went to a meeting early on Saturday. It was at 9:00 and I had to be there early because I was in charge of registration. I ended up waking up at 6am with the help of someone Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1126836036730410082005-09-15T21:00:00.000-05:002005-09-16T20:35:39.866-05:00Okay so I have been busy but that is what happens when you have a lot to do. Here is what has been going on.Last week was really long and just boring classes. I went to a SEA (Student Education Association) meeting and I think that I am going to join. It is $37 but I get insured as a teacher for up to one million dollars if there is a lawsuit so I think that it is worth it. I got my first Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1125968959134946652005-09-05T19:56:00.000-05:002005-09-05T20:09:19.140-05:00Okay so for those of you that don't know I am now in a new relationship. I am now dating Brian, so for all of you that thought we were dating during the summer, you were wrong, but now you are right. For those of you that saw us dating in the future, I guess the future is now. I am still trying to figure out why a lot of people think that you are dating someone when they are just one of your Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1125360017148086512005-08-29T18:56:00.000-05:002005-08-29T19:00:17.153-05:00Wow!! So I started school today. I know a lot of you have been in school for a while but started school always seems to be hard. I moved in on Friday and met up with all of my roommates after the summer. I knew all of them of course it was just seeing them after being away from each other so long. I am in the dorm called Central and it is really cool because it is basically a mini-apartment.Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1124206206286565362005-08-16T10:20:00.000-05:002005-08-16T10:30:06.290-05:00Okay so it has been awhile since I have posted.This last summer was a great summer. I was director of Handicraft and really enjoyed it. There were times where it didn't seem to be going well but my staff really helped me out this year. It seemed that most of the time that I was there we only had four staff memebers which is only enough for everyone to teach every hour. I think that I did an Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1121393311850993122005-07-14T20:52:00.000-05:002005-07-14T21:08:31.856-05:00Okay so this week has actually been a pretty good week. I has also been kind of boring. I like being able to sit down and watch my staff members but not having any classes to teach is kind of boring. However, I know more about how my staff members teach and just how their classes go. It is weird that even though I don't teach that a lot of kids still know me and seem to like me. I love Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1120704244978889252005-07-06T21:41:00.000-05:002005-07-06T21:45:04.476-05:00I have a new staff member!!!!!!!!!! Which is awesome and it will be a really big help in the area. Now I will feel a lot better when one of my staff memebers have to leave for the week and when I leave. Oh Victoria is definitely excited!!! And now she has to go visit her cat. Have a great evening everyone.Oh yeah and I cut my finger today.......Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1119844226037301412005-06-26T22:42:00.000-05:002005-06-26T22:50:26.043-05:00Okay so what an interesting start to my week. It was really hot today. I mean I could have fried an egg anywhere in camp and most of the stuff here is white because we haven't had any rain in a while. I hope that it rains this week because we need it really bad. I checked in troop 22 which was very awesome and they gave me an All Access pass to Ransburg. I don't really need one but it was Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1118715029198935702005-06-13T21:00:00.000-05:002005-06-13T21:10:29.203-05:00Okay so camp has started and guess what I feel really bad. It has only been one week of campers and already I have been yelled at by many staff members for no reason. I guess they are just not feel very good today but I really don't like being yelled at all the time for even doing anything wrong. Why am I getting yelled at for giving one of my staff members wednesday night off rather than Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1116894650910189892005-05-23T19:22:00.000-05:002005-05-23T19:30:50.916-05:00Okay so this semester was a very hard semester and my internet has been down at my house. So things ended out okay at school. All As and Bs, I wish that could do better but I am doing pretty well. I got into the School of Education!!!! Which means that I am taking all education classes next semester and I get to continue with my career at college. We had to go through an interview and essay Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1111893134065182632005-03-26T22:05:00.000-05:002005-03-26T22:12:14.066-05:00Okay well, I haven't been posting lately and I would like to apologize for that. I have been very busy with the boyfriend and doing the college thing. I had entrance to program things so that I can continue with education next year so that has been kind of stressing me out. I think that I will update later when I am not busy but I just wanted to let everyone know that life is good right now. Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1106958108886706062005-01-28T19:04:00.000-05:002005-01-28T19:21:48.886-05:00Well it has been awhile so now it is time to update.
The main thing is that I have made it through two weeks of school. I'm surviving but this semester is going to be a tough one I think. It will be all because of my speech class too because I'm not looking forward to that at all.
Last week I went to Washington DC!!! It was awesome. I went with a group from my school to go and see the Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1106019687348586852005-01-17T22:46:00.000-05:002005-01-17T22:46:00.453-05:00Well let's see. It is Martin Luther King Jr. Day and I started classes today. Oh what joy!! Anyway here is the schedule for this semester.
Monday
Classroom Communications (Speech) 10-10:50
Teaching in a Diverse Society 2-3:20
Breif US History II 6:30-8:20
Tuesday
Elementary Teacher's Math 9:15-10:50
Technology in Education 11-12:20
Wednesday
Classroom Communications (Speech) 10-10:50
Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1104812225872846082005-01-03T23:19:00.000-05:002005-01-03T23:17:05.873-05:00Okay so I took this from Jimi but I thought it was really cool and I'm bored.
001 What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? I was Handicraft director and yeah I really can't remember anything else.
002 Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? Um... I don't make New Year's Resolutions because they really don't work for me. Never saw the Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1104467002493171492004-12-30T22:55:00.000-05:002004-12-30T23:23:22.493-05:00Well let's see how interesting my life has been. Sorry I haven't updated but our server was down for a while and I have just been really busy.
Well I went to my boyfriend's house when I got out of school and spent some time with his family before I came back to Bloomington for the break. His mother got me some cat slippers, a singing cat, and lotion for Christmas. It made me laugh and I put Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1103129183637482172004-12-15T11:16:00.000-05:002004-12-15T11:46:23.636-05:00Okay so it has been a week so it is time to update.
I decorated the room and as always I did a fabulous job. I love to decorate and make things look pretty so the room is beautiful. I put up a little tree and everything. I won't be taking it down until after break though because I just don't have time to take it down. That's okay though.
Okay so I went to a formal on Friday, basically a Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1102529622741350822004-12-08T13:53:00.000-05:002004-12-08T13:13:42.740-05:00Okay so it has been awhile. I hope to update this more often when I'm done with finals but no guarantees. So Thanksgiving was okay. I got to see my father's side of the the family and it was nice to see them. They are the family that I only see once a year but it is always nice to at least get to see them at least once. I think that one of my second cousins may have just had a divorce but IVictoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1101178310527899402004-11-22T21:36:00.000-05:002004-11-22T21:51:50.526-05:00Well it has definitely been awhile. So I'm sure that everyone is dying to know what is going on in my life. I would first like to thank Laura and Tyler for giving me my comments when I couldn't read them. I can read comments now but I really appreciated it.
Let's see two weeks ago. I had a test in Science and got a B on it which makes me happy because most people are failing that class so I Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1099773753031007092004-11-06T14:32:00.000-05:002004-11-06T15:42:33.030-05:00Okay, well let's see what has been going on in my life. It has been about two weeks so you will have to bear with me. On Friday, October 22, I went to Pippin. It was a nice musical that was being done at my school. It had a lot of sexual references in it that I didn't appreciate that much but over all they did a very good job. I also hung out with my friend Meredith a lot that weekend Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1098417869858305522004-10-21T23:03:00.000-05:002004-10-21T23:04:29.856-05:00Screw dating!!!! I was so much happier when I was just single and hung out with the girls. I think I'm going to go back to that becasue boys suck.
Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1098131596207411872004-10-18T15:18:00.000-05:002004-10-18T15:33:16.206-05:00Okay so let's see you might want another post about now. Things are going okay I guess. I have been dating some this school year and things really just don't seem to be going well. Maybe I'm just expecting too much or maybe I'm just not looking in the right places but whatever. Boys will be boys and, of course, girls will be girls. Really is it too much to want a guy that has some kind of Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1097271839528534762004-10-08T16:14:00.000-05:002004-10-08T16:43:59.530-05:00Okay so time for a real post....
So my really bad week is over and the results from that week
Science Test - 94
Math Test - 100
English paper - 78 grrr.....I had on comma splice and I get a C+, yeah that pisses me off.
Psychology Quiz - 90
So I didn't do as bad as I thought I would, even though I didn't think I would get a C on my paper because I thought I had got all of the big sentence Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1096583110491363032004-09-30T16:55:00.000-05:002004-09-30T17:25:10.493-05:00Sorry I'm really bored and my life is boring right now so here is a survey, hope you learn maybe a little more about me.
name. = Victoria.
piercings. = ears.
tattoos. = no.
height. = probably about 5'1.
shoe size. = 8 1/2.
hair color. = dirty blonde (I'm thinking of getting highlights to make it lighter.
siblings. = one sister, Deanna
LAST....
movie you rented. = Mystic River.
movie you Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1096232045178373132004-09-26T15:44:00.000-05:002004-09-26T15:54:05.180-05:00And so begins hell week.....
I have an Earth-Space Science test on Wednesday and my perfect meal paper is due. I can't believe it six pages on the perfect meal!!!! I don't know what my teacher is thinking but oh well, I'm writing about a staff banquet because they are always great and thinking up something that hasn't happened just wasn't working. Then on Thursday I have a Math test (I'm Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1095733985395776352004-09-20T21:22:00.000-05:002004-09-20T21:33:05.396-05:00I have come to a conclusion:
I'm suppose to be miserable....I was never meant to be happy. Why does life have to suck so much?
I thought for sure I was going to get what I have always wanted and what I thought that always meant to be. He didn't chose me though. Am I all that surprised? No not really I should have known that things weren't going to change, they never do. I let myself Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1095646828930377792004-09-19T21:18:00.000-05:002004-09-19T21:20:28.930-05:00Out of my depth
Lost in the air
Falling faster
Like a broken elevator
Out of my depth
Lost in the dark
Waiting for the other shoe
To come down hard
I cannot communicate
Like I wish I could
I do not deal with my problems
Like I know I should
I am out of my depth
I am out of my league
Watching everything...just
Slip away from me
Something bad is
going to happen
I can feel it deep inside
There Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1095554605568436932004-09-18T19:42:00.000-05:002004-09-18T19:43:25.570-05:00No turning back now, I'm in over my head......Lord give me strength.........Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1095444467316597372004-09-17T13:07:00.000-05:002004-09-17T13:07:47.316-05:00Why do I feel like crap when I think that I have done the right thing? So many things to think about........Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1095351344705904922004-09-16T11:03:00.000-05:002004-09-16T18:03:31.756-05:00Okay so yeah I haven't been keeping this up to date.
Life's kind of boring...on Saturday I went the Lebanon Children's Home. It was really cool and good place for kids to go to when they get in trouble. There is a school in the area and they live in places that are like dorm rooms kind of so it seemed really cool. I went with a group of ladies and they were all really nice. I then went to Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1094762964158117482004-09-09T15:20:00.000-05:002004-09-09T15:49:24.156-05:00Okay so I haven't updated in awhile. My excuse for that is that I have been really busy acutally with the start of school. I will try and update on what has been happening so this will probably be a pretty long post. So prepare yourself for a pretty long read.
So the class schedule for those of you that don't know it:
Monday:
9-10 Earth Space Science
11-12 English
6:30-8:30 US History I
Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1093823330867550102004-08-29T18:45:00.000-05:002004-08-29T18:48:50.866-05:00Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"
March
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1093574760738480552004-08-26T21:40:00.000-05:002004-08-26T21:46:00.736-05:00Well let's see, I am moving into school tomorrow and you may ask how am I feeling. Well right now I have mixed feelings. I am kind of unsure about this year and what it may bring. Now, of course anyone is going to be unsure but I don't know if I want to go back. I'm just thinking just give me two or three more weeks of camp and I'll be okay. I don't know it will be nice to see all of my u ofVictoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1093361986978089342004-08-24T10:34:00.000-05:002004-08-24T10:39:46.976-05:00Okay so tell me what is camp without screaming campers and an awesome staff? I'll tell you it's nothing really but it is beautiful as always out here. I don't have much time go outside though because I have things to unpack from and camp and pack for college, oh the life of a staff member/college student. Oh well aside from the empty camp and missing everyone things are going well.
My mom, Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1093149261927714632004-08-21T22:56:00.000-05:002004-08-21T23:34:21.926-05:00Well, what an interesting day. I decided just yesterday that I was going to go to Keegan's Eagle Honor, so I called him last night and of course asked for directions because I had no idea how to get to Plainfield. It was funny and then my dad later said that it was a waste to drive all the way and take the interstates and told me a backway of course. And wouldn't you know it I got lost. That Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1092946195213328782004-08-19T14:52:00.000-05:002004-08-19T15:09:55.213-05:00Okay so the last week of camp is over and I am happy and sad. I am happy because now I have some free time and I will get to go to school and see my friends there. I am sad though because this year was great. I came into this year expecting the worst and then when I got the director job I didn't know what I was getting myself into. I wasn't sure if I was right for the job but I knew that I Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1091939276065546982004-08-07T23:14:00.000-05:002004-08-07T23:27:56.066-05:00Well it was an interesting week this week. I wish this past week wasn't over but it is now and a lot of great kids and staff members are gone. For those staff members that left, I hope that we will see you all at the banquet. If you don't come to the banquet, it was nice working with you and I hope that you decide to come back next year. It has been an okay summer but as the summer comes to Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1090545901182102032004-07-22T20:16:00.000-05:002004-07-22T20:25:01.183-05:00Okay so I going to be on break for the next week. I am going to Kentucky on a mission trip and it should be a lot of fun because I always love the mission trips. I will miss being at camp but it will be nice to get away and have some time off. This summer has really not been the summer that I thought it was going to be which is both good and bad. Good things - I am hopefully proving that I Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1086399149462454112004-06-04T20:31:00.000-05:002004-06-05T07:22:07.120-05:00Okay so today I was asked to do an interview tomorrow for the Handicraft director position. I have no expectations going into the interview. They have other people lined up for interviews so I am going to go into the interview and just be myself. I don't care what happens, I just want a director that is going to be excited about being in handicraft. Wish me luck!!Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1086042840653301842004-05-31T17:27:00.000-05:002004-05-31T17:34:00.653-05:00Well I went to the race yesterday. It was okay but just really rainy. I went with my grandpa and sister. We were seated on turn number one. We only stayed for the first 29 laps and then left when the race was canceled for a long time because of rain. We saw the first crash because it was right in front of us so that was cool and about all that I really wanted to see. One crash and a couple Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1085172414712173662004-05-21T15:39:00.000-05:002004-05-21T15:46:54.713-05:00Okay so it is move out day. I am so excited no more finals or papers or professors or stupid college drama that is basically high school drama. Everything is packed and now I just have to wait for my sister and mom to get here. I could have got out of here five hours ago. So I have just been sitting here doing nothing and just watching the tv down in the lobby because my roommate is already Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1084337866446140402004-05-11T23:50:00.000-05:002004-05-11T23:57:46.446-05:00Well right now I just feel lonely and really rejected. There is noone here to hang out with anymore. Everyone's gone and it is too quiet on my floor. I thought that I would like the quiet but I miss the noise and being able to talk to people whenever I want. I am going to miss everyone this weekend for staff weekend because I have another commitment. I hate to not be able to come to a staff Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1082786711391473452004-04-24T01:05:00.000-05:002004-04-24T01:12:19.966-05:00Is summer here yet because I freaking sick of all the drama? People at my school stay the hell away from me, you guys have caused enough damage for one year!!!! Only two more days left of school and you guys are not going to ruin it for me!!!!!!!!Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1082660669911586482004-04-22T14:04:00.000-05:002004-04-22T14:08:37.780-05:00Okay so maybe you guys want to know what has been going on in my life this week. Well, homework, homework, and more homework. Essays due this week, tests this week and projects this week all leading up to finals next week. Let me just say that you don't want to be around me for a while because of all of this stuff going on. I took my first final today and passed with flying colors because it Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1082521698898865632004-04-20T23:28:00.000-05:002004-04-21T13:39:52.670-05:00I now have a live journal too. Very cool. Just ask me for the URL if you want to read it. That is it for now because I am really tired but I will update tomorrow maybe if I don't get too busy. GoodnightVictoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1082338094884514602004-04-18T20:28:00.000-05:002004-04-18T20:32:17.390-05:00Okay so yeah this weekend was crazy. I went to that dinner on Friday and it lasted until eight. Got back to Ransburg at about 9:30 and changed out of my nice clothes. Then went to go hang out with the staff. You guys rock and so many of you guys I haven't seen in a while and meeting new people was so awesome. I made a lot of new friends over the weekend go figure. Part of the reason for Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1082154971263115922004-04-16T17:36:00.000-05:002004-04-16T17:40:10.606-05:00Oh the joy of playing frisbee two days ina row. I hope to see most of you at the staff weekend which I will be going to later. Right now I have a banquet to go to soon and both my parents are coming. Life is good.Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1081981900121784882004-04-14T17:31:00.000-05:002004-04-14T17:35:36.793-05:00Why am I so immature?Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1081975677928410282004-04-14T15:47:00.000-05:002004-04-14T15:51:54.280-05:00Okay I didn't think that an ultamatim was the way to go but it was my mom who told me to do it. I think I will just stay on staff because yeah it is for the scouts and if the scouts are happy and having a good time then I am going to have a good time. And I was planning on asking Matt anyway who my director was and I have been. I guess really I am just freaking myself out. Whoever my directorVictoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1081888647562103512004-04-13T15:37:00.000-05:002004-04-13T15:43:41.436-05:00I forgot my computer this week. It is still at home because it is a laptop and I take it home when I can. Anyway, so this may be the only time that I will update this week. We will see.
Things are going okay it was nice to go home and see my family after about three or four weeks of not seeing at least my dad and sister. Nice weekend to just focus on God and what he has done for me and his Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1081568395188601562004-04-09T22:39:00.000-05:002004-04-09T22:43:45.340-05:00Hey guys and gals. Interesting time for me right now. Finals are in two weeks so these next two weeks are going to be work, work, and more work. Oh well, I knew it was coming and I guess it just came faster than I expected. Oh yeah and my schedule for next semester is going to be hard with 17.5 credit hours. Oh man if I live through that semester it would be a miracle, really.
So I am home Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1081391611940335992004-04-07T21:33:00.000-05:002004-04-07T21:37:19.340-05:00Um...okay guys...this is crazy. Right now I say that management should not let someone whose name starts with J work as handicraft director. Yeah there was John who took over after Lisa. I don't know if any of you guys remember him but yeah I will not get into that. Then there was Jennie after John because she basically ran Handicraft the year before. Her idea of running Handicraft is you Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1081228669370175512004-04-06T00:17:00.000-05:002004-04-06T00:21:34.263-05:00Well, I just thought you guys might just want to hear from me.
So yeah on Friday I went with Laura and Amanda to get a spray tan done. So yeah I am tan right now and loving it. The great thing is I didn't expose myself to any UV rays so it was actually safe. It should last for up to a week which means that even though it costs more it takes less time and I am tanner than any person would be Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1080881468788477712004-04-01T23:51:00.000-05:002004-04-01T23:55:07.420-05:00Okay so I know it is time to update.
All this week I have just been going to classes and basically being lazy because I just don't feel like doing anything. I am really tired and very sick. This week has just been a slow week which is good but starting next week until school is over it is going to be horrible. I can do it though and there are only four weeks left so I think that I can manage.Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1080541435076248112004-03-29T01:23:00.000-05:002004-03-29T01:27:28.920-05:00Okay I know I haven't updated in forever. Long days and just not enough time to just sit down and write about the boring life I am living. Oh well, maybe you guys find it interesting.
On Thursday, if you didn't know, it was my birthday. My mom came here to visit after One Accord. A friends and I had jello and I opened a few presents. I didn't get much but my mom says that when ever I come Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1080183625078889122004-03-24T22:00:00.000-05:002004-03-24T22:03:53.576-05:00Okay guys so this week has just been kind of stupid and boring and just really stressful. I hate it. I want school to over right now because the classes I am taking right now just aren't that good.
It has just been a bad day today over all. Classes were just stupid and we didn't do anything. I really wanted to just sleep through all of my classes today but I am missing most of my classes on Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1079925802181939172004-03-21T22:23:00.000-05:002004-03-22T10:37:54.436-05:00Okay so I am back from my long weekend of complete silence, basically.
Thank you guys for all of your thoughts and comments about the changes. Personally I really don't know what to think. There really isn't enough time at lunch to have two lunches and still have time for hoppers to do their job and get to class on time. Think about it lunch will basically have to start at 12:00 or so with Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1079552872400454232004-03-17T14:47:00.000-05:002004-03-17T14:51:10.403-05:00I don't know if you guys know what may be coming this summer that is different but I definitely do...I love my daddy sometimes, actually I love him all the time but he gets me all of my information. So tell what you guys think about what they might be doing at camp this year. They are all about the dining hall.
1. They are going to be having two different meal times for every meal. They Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1079537847478173112004-03-17T10:37:00.000-05:002004-03-17T10:40:45.373-05:00Hello everyone! Well I changed my mind again and I am going to go see the Passion with John and Jessi on April 1 and I am very excited. It will be nice going with them and not my mom (you guys all know about my mom, I would hope). Anyway, it will be good to see them and go see that movie with them and maybe have a little discussion. I have to read the bible story some time soon so that I am Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1079381631812825332004-03-15T15:13:00.000-05:002004-03-15T15:17:07.450-05:00Too much crap to go through, seriously. I am at the point of forgiveness too bad I can't talk to my uncle for four years because my family has a restraining order against him but that is okay. I have forgiven him but I don't know if I ever really want to see him again. I know that my parents will never let me or my sister go over to my aunt and uncle's house without one or both of them with usVictoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1078893063152779042004-03-09T23:31:00.000-05:002004-03-09T23:34:10.750-05:00Hey everyone. Oh wow it is great to be home and get to see my family. I love actually getting a break but I know that I have a lot to do over this break so that I will be back up to speed when I get back to school. Will I do it though? I doubt it but it is worth a try and I have all the stuff here to do it. You know I have papers to write and tests coming up but oh well I know it will get Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1078512976565698652004-03-05T13:56:00.000-05:002004-03-05T13:59:17.810-05:00Oh it has actually been a lovely day but can you believe that wind today it is unbelievable.
I was up really late last night doing my paper and talking to people. Oh hey thanks John for listening to me last night when I need someone. Remember that I will return the favor someday and that you can talk to me whenever you need to as well. Yeah so I am kind of tired right now but at least I Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1078368945993762952004-03-03T21:55:00.000-05:002004-03-03T21:58:44.966-05:00Why hey there everyone. It was a beautiful day today except for the sun that came later this evening but all in all a very exciting day. I had classes and they were all really long. I have a paper due for English on Friday and guess what I haven't even started it. Oh well it will get done and at least I am doing the research that I need to do for it.
I had a very moving conversation with Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1078197734536487542004-03-01T22:22:00.000-05:002004-03-01T22:25:11.216-05:00Well what a day. I had classes of course but I also did a lot of stuff after that too. I went to chapel prayer after class and got to lead which was very cool. It is nice to be around people here who see me as a good leader. It makes me feel very good. I then went to dinner and hung out at the dorm for awhile to do some homework. I then went to a service at nine called The Way of the Cross.Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1078081610717992922004-02-29T14:06:00.001-05:002004-02-29T14:09:45.763-05:00Oh yeah and Happy Leap Year Day or whateverVictoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1078081584381070392004-02-29T14:06:00.000-05:002004-02-29T14:09:19.436-05:00Okay guys just a boring week over all. I went to a counselor on Thursday and found out that I have moderate depression, which really doesn't surprise me at all. I am trying to make it better though by thinking positively and things like that. One other thing is converting the negative things that people say about me into positive things. It's interesting and I think that I am doing better butVictoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1077767289207899952004-02-25T22:48:00.000-05:002004-02-25T22:50:58.700-05:00Well what a hectic few days that really didn't have to be hectic. Yesterday I didn't do much but I went to all of my classes. It is also my night class day so that is a long day until at 8:35. Add in doing stations for my Wellness class and then going to excercise with my grandpa. Let me just say that my thighs kill today and that sucks. They really hurt and I am really not liking it. Oh Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1077548382505726762004-02-23T09:59:00.000-05:002004-02-23T10:02:28.360-05:00Okay so I haven't updated in a while because I really just needed to think. I went to a counselor the other day and it was okay but basically for about five to ten minutes I just sat there crying my eyes out. There is just too much going on right now and I am the type of person that stuffs things and doesn't talk about them. The problem is that I am like a firework waiting to be lit and when Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1077247005672352882004-02-19T22:16:00.000-05:002004-02-20T00:16:04.186-05:00Okay guys I am so close to just take those comments away because all it does is make me feel bad because noone really seems to care except Jessi. What do I need to write on this thing to get any reaction from any of you guys? Tell you all I want to kill myself. No I think you guys still won't care. I think I am going to stick to talking to people that really care about my life and not Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1077166738075332252004-02-18T23:58:00.000-05:002004-02-19T00:01:38.686-05:00Well guys I am very upset and down. All of the stuff that some of you guys have been saying on your blogs really just hurts and I take it very personally. I am a very strong Christian, I'm sure that most of you have figured that out by know, and bashing my religion just really hurts. My big thing is that you guys say that you got out of the religion when you were young so really guys what do Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1077050657596775992004-02-17T15:44:00.000-05:002004-02-17T15:46:55.746-05:00Hello guys and gals. Well this has been a pretty eye opening day and I am going to start going to a counselor soon. I now realize that I really just need it and it will help me a lot. I am really questioning my faith right now and going to a counselor will hopefully help and get me to see things like they really are. It excites me a lot and I can't wait. Okay and this Lent I am going to not Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1076985409847218322004-02-16T21:36:00.000-05:002004-02-16T21:39:27.060-05:00Hey everyone. Know that I am over what happened over the weekend, let me get to some real stuff. Today was an okay day. The only problem really was that paper that I worked so hard on last night was picked up today because the teacher is sick. Now that wouldn't make me made but she didn't even email us or anything and tell us that we didn't have to turn in our papers and that we weren't goingVictoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072406.post-1076891443070445552004-02-15T19:30:00.000-05:002004-02-16T09:43:48.670-05:00Well it was a great weekend, for the most part. I got to see my girls, Jessi and Laura. I love you girls. The only real problem with the whole weekend was Matt Terrell. Yeah he was a jerk. I'm sorry but I am not stupid and just because I don't know a useless word, but you do, does not mean anything. Why do boys insist on being jerks? News flash, GIRLS DON'T LIKE IT AND IT DOESN'T MAKE YOU Victoriahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02100422022024447261noreply@blogger.com0